1- Burn inside

The day we met As if life had planned it all A connection, an obvious bond Did any of it mean anything at all? A feeling without definition We couldn’t find a name for it In this closeness between us It was far too dangerous This story imprisons us This story poisons us We were completely broken Without a word spoken Let’s stop looking at each other Let me hate you forever It’s the only way I know To finally let you go I knew you by your real name You touched me at my deepest core You, whom I held within my heart While burning from the inside You were my inspiration, my reason I opened my heart without protection When everything shattered into pieces I couldn’t see my life without your face This story imprisons us This story poisons us We were completely broken Without a word spoken Let’s stop looking at each other Let me hate you forever It’s the only way I know To finally let you go I so wanted to disappear Walled within the chaos of my being I wore out my shoes over miles Trying to outrun this inner pain My only way to keep standing Before a heart gone mad How angry I am at us We ruined everything we had This story imprisons us This story poisons us We were completely broken Without a word spoken Let’s stop looking at each other Let me hate you forever It’s the only way I know To finally let you go Couldn’t we have just been happy? Instead of ruining what was precious You will remain that intense memory That immense scar A wound tattooed beneath my skin That will forever replace words… That will forever replace words…