5/5 end

While writing this story, I realized that I am the problem. I don't like what I do—the melodies, the characters, the images, everything about me is repulsive. I think this ending will be the only part that can be understood, because the rest is just my own damage. I was projecting myself without realizing it. The animations I painstakingly created are just meaningless clips, while the melodies were simply beautiful emotions—things that made me feel happy, sad, angry, or ashamed, something I enjoyed. I think if I had put in more effort, I could have succeeded, right? Well, here's a short summary (just made up). What would you achieve by doing all this? Continue or end?