Addicted To The Damage

Lyrics [Verse 1] You lit the match just to watch me burn Said it was love but I never learned Every scar had your name carved in Yeah, you pulled me close just to tear my skin [Pre-Chorus] I should’ve walked away that night But I was hooked on every fight [Chorus] I don’t miss you, I miss the chaos The screaming matches, broken halos The way you’d wreck me just to fix me God, I hate it—but it still hits me You were poison, I still drank it Every lie, yeah, I would thank it I’m clean now, but I confess it— I don’t miss you… I miss the damage Verse 2 Cold silence feels a little too safe No slammed doors, no love gone to waste I sleep alone, no ghosts in my bed But your voice still lives in my head [Pre-Chorus] I swore I’d never want that pain But peace don’t hit me the same [Chorus] I don’t miss you, I miss the chaos The midnight calls, the false bravados The way you’d break me just to kiss me Yeah, I hated how you twisted me You were fire, I still chased it Even knowing I’d be wasted I moved on, but can’t erase it— I don’t miss you… I miss the damage [Bridge] Yeah, love shouldn’t feel like war But I still crave what hurt before You left me wrecked, you left me wild Turned a heart into a loaded dial I’m better off without your touch So why the hell do I miss it this much? [Final Chorus] I don’t miss you, I miss the chaos The highs that came with every fallout The way you’d ruin just to save me God, it’s sick how you still made me Feel alive inside the madness Even drowning in your sadness I’m free now, but still I say this— I don’t miss you… I miss the damage [Outro] No, I don’t want you back again… But I still feel you under my skin