Again

Again   By DJ Rebooted   Man… How many times have I said “this the last time”… How many mornings did  I wake up ashamed… But this time… I feel different… This time… I’m desperate.   Verse 1 Dam …. I did it again… Told myself “never,” but I picked up the drank I don’t want to feel so I alter my brain Tried to play it off like I’m stronger within … I ain’t foolin’ nobody… I’m so far from the win Sayin’ I got control, but I’m barely free Every time I slip, I lose a bigger part of me Chasing short lived highs, but it’s takin’ its toll My senses going numb… yeah, I’m losing control Yeah I’m trapped in this maze… feeling lost from my sin I’m so tired of the cycle, but where to begin So I drop to my knees…. And start the search from within   Chorus   Dam… I did it again Fell back in the dark, got lost in the sin Oh, Father… please hear me again I don’t wanna go back… to whereI have been Man… I thought I was strong But I can’t fight this battle… alone for long Now I see what I’m missing — So I start a new journey  no more reminiscing   Verse 2 You see my problem is this… I thought I could handle my fix Wishing somehow I’d outgrow the pain Like I could dance in fire and not feel the flame I've cried watching days slipping away Promises broken like every other day Can’t you see I been a fool in disguise Saying “one more time,” while slowly I die To lose all my senses… yeah, that’s been happening to me Blind to the truth… yeah I refused to see But now I’m at the end, no need… I won’t defend— Got the gift of desperation… now I’m ready to transcend   Chorus Dam… I did it again Fell back in the dark, got lost in the sin Oh, Father… please hear me again I don’t wanna go back… to whereI have been Man… I thought I was strong But I can’t fight this battle… alone for long Now I see what I’m missing — So I start a new journey  no more reminiscing   Verse 3 The sound rings out All aboard… yeah, I’m changin’ direction Before I go… there’s somethin’ I gotta admit— I can’t do this alone, I’m so done with the myth Yeah, I thought I could dive in the deep and come back But addiction don’t play, it’ll keep you off track So I went down inside where the truth resides Faced every fear I was runnin’ from inside Now I’m workin’ these steps, I ain’t skipping no parts Cleaning house, letting go, getting real with my heart Man… I shouldn’t have waited this long But I’m here right now, and I’m moving on strong No more games, no more pretend— This time I’m fighting … I just can’t get off course again   Chorus   Man… I did it again to my life Got lost in the pain, couldn’t see what was right Oh, Father… I’m calling again But this time I’m ready to follow Your plan … yeah, I see it now I can’t save myself, so I’m ready to surrender it now Through the work and the mission— I’m not that innocent… but finally listening Dam… I did it again But I won’t stay down, I’m rising again Yeah… I’m changing within— Please believe This the last time I say… “I Did it Again”   Desperation… Ain’t the end… it’s the beginning… When you finally realize… You can’t do it your way no more… That’s when change starts… One day at a time… I’m gonna stay sober No matter what     Another 1 by D Rebooted     ---