AIRM - Mid-December Heartbreak

[Verse 1] Walked around the block a thousand times You missed every call that I had tried So now I’m giving up… A heartbreak in mid December You never cared enough to stay You never tried to feel my pain While you were lost in someone else I was alone… calling your name [Pre-Chorus] I watched the city lights fade away… Wondering if you’d ever feel the same… [Chorus] I hope you get your ballroom floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I’m just a ghost you won’t recall A fading voice beyond it all It’s been a long… lonely December Cold nights I wish I could remember If I meant anything at all Or was I nothing… from the start? [Verse 2] I was staring out your window frame Counting cars, escaping all the pain Dreaming ’bout a life away But I stayed… while you walked away You held his hand like it was right While I was losing every fight I hope he’s everything I wasn’t Everything I couldn’t be that night [Pre-Chorus] My mistakes were never meant to break… But now they’re all I have to take… [Chorus] I hope you get your ballroom floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I’m just a ghost you won’t recall A fading voice beyond it all It’s been a long… lonely December Cold nights I wish I could remember If I meant anything at all Or was I nothing… from the start? [Breakdown – Scream] I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAD!! AND YOU LEFT ME HERE TO ROT!! ALL THESE MEMORIES IN MY HEAD!! ARE THE ONLY THINGS I’VE GOT!! I’M BLEEDING OUT BUT STILL ALIVE!! TRYING HARD JUST TO SURVIVE!! YOU MOVED ON WITHOUT A SOUND!! WHILE I’M STILL SIX FEET UNDERGROUND!! [Bridge] I miss your face… you’re in my head So many words I never said A year of pain… a lesson learned But every page… still feels unturned [Final Chorus] I hope you get your ballroom floor Your perfect house with rose red doors And I’m the last thing you’d recall Before I faded from it all It’s been a long… lonely December And I still can’t forget forever If I was love… or just a scar That you erased… without a mark [Outro] I miss you… But I wish you well…