all fine (ORIGINAL)

I'm still learning how to use this fancy camera- you'll notice the lack of focus... But there's a tid bit of back story behind the song at the end. Other than how I wrote it, why I wrote it/what it means I am still interpreting: I've lived in the same place all my life, but crave a change of scenery. In asking myself, "where," I wouldn't know where to start. Partially due to not spending enough time in different places to know, but due more to not spending enough time to get to know myself. In a way this song is me calling out my bad habits- codependency, being the biggest, fear- to call up my friends, love beyond words, to travel/explore, to be alone- mindless negativity, dismissal- the sarcastic, "it's all fine," "I feel fine," "I don't mind," in the song represents the habit, we've all learned, to dismiss ourselves- our needs/wants- by covering it with "fine," subconsciously baking resentment to bring up later.