an Unkindness - Stop the Hand

http://www.anUnkindness.com http://www.facebook.com/anUnkindness http://www.myspace,com/anUnkindnessmusic Recorded at Beaumont Blues Festival 2010 Lyrics: You see dating's just a tool I use to figure out that I don't love someone. My heart is a clock but I just sleep through my alarm. And now it seems I've finally found someone but his heart belongs to someone else. I can't stop the hand from turning with my arm. So it's just another night I cannot sleep. Just another flashing light I'm forced to see, but at least I've tried. I've tried so hard to close my eyes and sleep through my screams. And now it seems I've lost myself. What I want today might change as well. Chasing my way out of hell with invisible tape on my damaged shell and he really likes me too, I guess, with all those nights we spent undressed. I hope, to him, I'm not just someone else. And we listened to the pain we shared as we walked and talked in the cold night air and I told him he was filling up a void. I said "Holes they can dig deeply. Yes, they can eat you up inside your chest so listen close while I digest and tell you why my eyes are red. It was just another sign I could not see. It was just the final time she made me bleed and she saw me cry when I was tired of all her lies, then she turned from me." Now the stress shows through my face with more tension in my living space. Finally come face to face with the man I thought would scare me away but we stayed up all night like before. Each story told made me think more that I hope that he will trust in me someday cuz I'm not just gonna lie right to his face so I hope that I don't make the same mistakes But I'll try to decide something for myself without someone to guide my mind but I'll still deny that I'd be happier if I kept my mind off "why?" Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? It was just another mask I've come to be. It was just another insecurity but at least I've tried. You can't deny that I've tried to see objectively.