ASHEN - Cursed

[Verse 1] Red lights on my face, bass shaking through the floor. Everybody wants a taste, I don’t want nothing anymore. She’s dancing like a sin, got her hands around my neck. But I’m somewhere out my skin, like my ghost can’t find no rest. I drink until the room bends, smoke until the sky burns. Still waiting for a feeling, but the feeling never returns. [Pre-Chorus] And I hate how good it it looks from the outoutside side looking in. All this gold around my wrist, still can’t hide the dark within. [Chorus] I'm cursed, I'm cursed, nothing hits, nothing works. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, love feels fake and the the liquor makes it worse. I'm cursed, I'm cursed I keep chasing heaven. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, but I wake up in the dirt. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, pretty lies can’t prove my worth. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, cause I’m dead where it hurts. [Verse 2] Phone full of numbers, bed still feels cold. Everybody close to me never really gets close. I got prayers in my mouth that I don’t believe in. Got a smile on my face with a knife underneath it. Maybe I shouldn’t have been born, maybe I learned too late. How to hold a little love without turning it to hate. I don’t need another body, I don’t need another night. I just need one damn second where my soul feels right. [Pre-Chorus] And I hate how good it sounds, when they say I’m doing fine. If they saw behind my eyes, they would never call it life. [Chorus] I'm cursed, I'm cursed, nothing hits, nothing works. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, love feels fake and the the liquor makes it worse. I'm cursed, I'm cursed I keep chasing heaven. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, but I wake up in the dirt. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, pretty lies can’t prove my worth. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, cause I’m dead where it hurts. [Bridge] Don’t save me, I won’t stay saved. Don’t love me, I’ll push away. Don’t ask me why I’m like this, I was made from broken things. If I touch it, it turns cold. If I want it, it lets go. loves me, I run first… maybe I’m the curse. [Chorus] I'm cursed, I'm cursed, nothing hits, nothing works. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, love feels fake and the the liquor makes it worse. I'm cursed, I'm cursed I keep chasing heaven. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, but I wake up in the dirt. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, pretty lies can’t prove my worth. I'm cursed, I'm cursed, cause I’m dead where it hurts.