From Album "Primer [2005]"
https://autumnsdescent.bandcamp.com/album/primer-2005
[Lyrics]
Now I've broken my last promise to me
And I know I've been through worse misery
Seems to be the only company that I keep
And I find you're no exception
In my time of need you walked out on me
Everything is beautiful
Everything is dead
Don't you talk to me of gravity
When you push me over the edge
And I drop the hammer down to my feet
And I shake that cursed demon taunting me
Memories of my broken past: bittersweet
And I know the pain you bring down me... repeatedly
Push comes to shove
