Bad Luck Charm

An argument between you and your thoughts. Took me way too long to finish but here it is. Lyrics: The sighs muffles the cries That are inside Forming an incoherent mess i despise Which one is right I can't decide If i fall, will i still have a purpose? What i want to reach is out of sight Soon enough I'll find where i reside Pick the dice and roll it out of spite Maybe that'll take you off your demise Grab my face and slap some sense to me Force me to accept reality If i did regain my sanity Lock away my thoughts so i can't think This path is your decision A tale with no conclusions Action reason consequences Handle them with no precision A judge based on assumptions Without consideration Satisfaction motivation All them gone from my possession Ignorance delusions you've lost your destination Temptations deceptions you cling on desperation Dissecting your connections right before you reach salvation Selfishly ignoring everything except your satisfaction Deceive and retrieve the future you can't foresaw Envision what it is like so then Achieve the things you've weaved the luck you've hated for so long Is it the cause of this all so then why You refused to acknowledge your flaws The imperfections you've made are caused by no one but you admit it The chains you use to keep a hold of yourself Are starting to get all rusty from the years of abuse Now scrap those worthless visions of yours Count your choices make your decision Clear your head get back in action Cease the lies receive your answer I'm done with your takes with all the things you have stained Don't try to judge me with those arguments you cannot sustain The things you cannot refrain watch as it rots you away You tried to lock yourself away with lies to ease out the pain I wonder What could I've done to walk the path that i want I'm starting to get doubtful with the choices I've made When was it Is it my fault were my predictions all wrong The line that separates what's right and wrong is getting too blur Can't see it The cause of your obsession are your goals of perfection Concept notion comprehension Now they've lost their only function Your fears and apprehensions reflects your hesitation Agitation fluctuations Actions driven by emotions Ignorance delusions you've lost your destination Temptations deceptions you cling on desperation Dissecting your connections right before you reach salvation Selfishly ignoring everything except your satisfaction All the confidence I've built now they no longer mean a thing Looking back at how I've been the old me is no longer here The decisions i have made contradicts with my own beliefs The reflection of myself that i see don't resemble me Deceive and retrieve the future you can't foresaw Envision what it is like so then Achieve the things you've weaved the luck you've hated for so long Is it the cause of this all so then Rewrite and revive the story you failed to grasp Erase the parts you despise and now Attain what is remain the fragments of what is left Restore the face you have lost earn your respite