Balcony Tape

[Lyrics] [Intro] ... [Verse 1] just the static... i'm feeling apathetic... something pathogenic... i know i'm not authentic... forgive me... i cannot control it... this feeling taking over... i guess i never hold it... whatever... i need the madness just to recover... another night, another hangover... the system blue won't ever win me i'll fight it... just to feel what's empty... forever delivering sadness and loneliness... now i see... the problem is me, i confess... [Hook] a tape on the balcony... a portion of agony... actually... it's all that's left of me... i rebuild nothing inside of me... just this insanity... a broken piece of singular identity... [Verse 2] the drowning... the weight inside my heart... the numbness... that slowly tears apart... do you hear it...? a guitar at my funeral... so i switch off what's neural... again... this wish consumes me whole... i hate it... i'm losing all control... maybe... i just have to let it end... [Hook] a tape on the balcony... a portion of agony... actually... it's all that's left of me... i rebuild nothing inside of me... just this insanity... a broken piece of singular identity... [Verse 3] no refresh... just a mess inside my chest... i tried so much... but love never gave its best... no touch... no feeling left in me... just this tape... and what it's meant to be... now tell me... what am i becoming...? [Hook] a tape on the balcony... a portion of agony... actually... it's all that's left of me... i rebuild nothing inside of me... just this insanity... a broken piece of singular identity...