Barely Whole

Barely Whole [Verse 1] I’ve been carrying this weight around Those scars I see every night Those ghosts that know my name Everything feels like a test I'm gonna fail [Pre-Chorus] I’ve chased the silence I’ve chased the calm Paid every price just to feel numb [Chorus 1] I’m still here, barely whole Just a worn down broken soul No promises carved in stone Giving it everything I’ve got until I’m gone [Verse 2] I’ve made my mess but I don’t look away Every wrong turn still knows my name The nights get long and the doubt sets in I hear the voice saying “Here we go again” [Pre-Chorus] I’ve chased the silence I’ve chased the calm Paid every price just to feel numb [Chorus 2] I’m still here, barely whole Just a worn down foolish soul No more broken promises No empty words you heard before [Bridge] I’ve been lost most of my life Dragging the dark just to survive But I’m done craving my demise My past broke me but I still fight back [Final Chorus] I’m still standing, scarred but clean Learning how to stay right here I might bend, and even break That's why regrets don't go away But I'm moving on [Outro] I’ve chased the silence Paid the price to stay numb Not cured but not hopeless I don't walk my path alone