Beacon

#aimusic #trapbeat #trapmusic #hiphop #emotional #musicgenre #heartfeltmusic #lovestory #music #trap When we have our special person in your life that guides you and then time takes it away. Now that guide is your love but yet pushed that love away not realizing the damage I have caused..she was my Beacon.... [Intro – soft, melodic] Yeah… Cold nights, no guidance Heart went silent… Yeah… [Verse 1] Abandoned at a young age, I ain’t know a mother’s love What a son really needs when he’s growin’ up Heart turned cold, got lost in the dark In a place with no name, just pain in my heart Cut too deep, yeah the wound wouldn’t heal Carried all the damage, didn’t know how to feel Then a light came through when I needed it most My grandma saved my soul when I was close to a ghost [Pre-Chorus] She picked up the pieces, gave me a home Pulled me out the dark when I felt alone She was my guide, yeah she showed me the way Gave me all the love that I begged for every day [Chorus] You were my beacon, you were my light Kept me from drownin’ in my own mind But time don’t wait, yeah time just takes Now I’m stuck here dealin’ with the space you left Now I’m lost again, tryna find my way Searchin’ for a light that won’t fade away I been broken, I been numb inside Tryna heal the pain I could never hide [Verse 2] Time took you from me when I needed you most Left me with a void, now I’m fightin’ these ghosts Got a life built now but it don’t feel the same Synthetic love don’t erase the pain Now I got a wife, yeah she stepped in your place Tried to give me love but I pushed it away Carried all this darkness, let it bleed in my home Turned her warmth cold ‘cause I’m still so gone [Pre-Chorus 2] She tried to hold me, I was slippin’ away Every word she gave, I would push it away Now I see it clear, what I couldn’t before I was fightin’ love, now I’m beggin’ for more [Chorus] You my beacon now, you my light Keep me from drownin’ in my own mind I was blind, I was lost in pain Didn’t see your love standin’ in the rain Now I’m reachin’ out, hopin’ you stay Tryna fix the mess that I made I been broken, I been numb inside But I’m comin’ back if you let me try [Bridge] I took my darkness and I gave it to you All you wanted love, I gave you the truth Cold heart, cold words, pushed you away Now I’m chasin’ you while you fade to gray If I’m too late, if you’re already gone Just remember me for the good we had But I’m fightin’ now, tryna find that man The one you loved before I lost my hand [Outro] Grandma, I still feel your light… Now it’s her… Don’t let me lose it twice… I’m comin’ back… if she lets me… Yeah…