Beautiful Surrender

Beautiful Surrender - DrasticDzastr The fire used to burn against my skin like jagged glass I watched the shadows flicker as the heavy hours pass Every heartbeat was a hammer hitting nails into the bone I built a temple out of grief and sat there all alone The screaming in my spirit was a choir out of tune I carried all the darkness of a cold and hollow moon But the pressure started changing as the walls began to crack I leaned into the center and I never looked back I am dying in the hurt until the hurt is all I am No more lion in the cage and no more quiet little lamb Just a frequency of silence where the anger used to grow Falling upward through the layers to the nothingness below Its a beautiful surrender when the feeling goes away I am merging with the shadow in a world of silver gray I shed the skin of hatred like a garment worn too thin I let the cold vibrations settle deep beneath the skin There is no room for terror when the vessel is so vast I broke the heavy chains that held me tethered to the past The agony is liquid and Im drowning in the flow But Ive never seen a light as bright as this internal glow It isnt peace or pleasure it is something far beyond Breaking every single link and every human bond I am dying in the hurt until the hurt is all I am No more lion in the cage and no more quiet little lamb Just a frequency of silence where the anger used to grow Falling upward through the layers to the nothingness below Its a beautiful surrender when the feeling goes away I am merging with the shadow in a world of silver gray Conquering the consciousness by walking through the flame Touching every scar until I cant recall my name I am the divine cosmos I am the empty space between The stillness of the void is the only truth Ive seen Negative vibrations dissolving in the deep A promise that the universe was always meant to keep I am dying in the hurt until the hurt is all I am No more lion in the cage and no more quiet little lamb Just a frequency of silence where the anger used to grow Falling upward through the layers to the nothingness below Its a beautiful surrender when the feeling goes away I am merging with the shadow in a world of silver gray Eternally one with the void Eternally one with the light Everything is still Everything is right