Because I Do pt1.

Song used using the app Suno- Lyrics all mine (Verse 1) I wake up with a headache prayer Cheap perfume and a folding chair Your voice still ringing in my head Like something holy, something dead There’s a bruise where your words still sit I press it down just to feel a bit Of anything that cuts me through I think I liked it when you do (Pre-Chorus) Say you love me like you mean it Even if you don’t believe it (Chorus) I wear a cheap halo just for you Crooked gold with a missing truth You like me better when I’m numb When I don’t ask what I’ve become So light me up, yeah strike the fuse I’m dynamite with nothing to lose If I go off, don’t play it slow You built this mess—now watch it blow (Verse 2) Your hands shake when you reach for me Like you’re scared of what you’ll see But you don’t stop, you never do Guess broken things look good on you I laugh it off like it’s a game But every joke still says your name And every silence hits too loud Like I’m the ghost you drag around (Pre-Chorus) Say you want me like you need it Even if you’re barely breathing (Chorus) I wear a cheap halo just for you Crooked gold with a missing truth You like me better when I’m numb When I don’t ask what I’ve become So light me up, yeah strike the fuse I’m dynamite with nothing to lose If I go off, don’t play it slow You built this mess—now watch it blow (Bridge – stripped, raw) (Soft) I could’ve been something… Something clean… (Build) But you like the dirt under my nails You like me failing, you like me pale (Release) So I’ll stay right here— Exactly how you need me (Break / Hook) Blow— Blow— Watch me blow— (Final Chorus – louder, cracked) I wear a cheap halo just for you Bent and burned and barely true You like me better when I break When every smile’s a small mistake So light me up, yeah strike the fuse I’m dynamite you can’t diffuse