black eye

[watch in 4k it's way cooler!!] hello :) it's been a while since i've put a song out, and this one i've been holding onto for a long time now. over the last few years i've been dealing with many changes in my life, the number one being that music hasn't been flowing as freely as it once did. some days i sit at my computer waiting for something great to happen for hours. other days i try and work on projects that have been collecting dust on my hard drive for months. learning to accept this challenge (and accept the fact that music is my full time job) has been difficult no matter how grateful i am every single day that i was granted this gift ,,, !!! in the end, life still feels like it kicks my ass sometimes and i can't escape the sh*t it throws at me. without those challenges, it wouldn't be what it is,,,,beautiful . and i'm extremely lucky to experience music, art, and life at all. if you ever find yourself dodging life's punches, keep dodging. it goes on and on and on and on and on and it's worth it ♡ i love you! thank you for listening and reading and continuing to support me on this musical journey. thank you to the wonderful gilwus for helping me make this very diy music video come together and for helping me dodge every hit life throws at me i love you ~~~ lyrics: story of my life i've tried a million times but still i'm asking why i've got this black eye again life's kicking my ass i’m ready to pass all my classes raise my hand i don’t want to take a stand cuz life's kicking my ass ~again story of the times and we’re all stuck inside on our cellphone never ends diy’s and diet trends ohHhHHhh *sigh* i’ve got a black eye again life's kicking my ass i’m ready to pass all my classes raise my hand i don’t want to take a stand cuz life's kicking my ass ~again life's kicking my ass again i don't want to be it's friend i never knew it at all why do I scream when I falllllllllll?