Breaking Through the Rain | Massy

Lyrics: Spent my whole life chasing hands that never learned to hold me right bending pieces of myself just to make somebody stay the night Smiled through every silent wound called it love, called it fate learned to starve inside my soul just to keep another plate How many times can a heart keep bleeding? How many storms before it breaks? I’ve worn my knees into the pavement— begging love to let me stay I won’t kneel for love again I won’t drown beneath this rain I’ve bled enough to know this pain— one more cut would kill my name Thunder called me through the night washed my shame out in the light I still believe that love remains— just not at the price of me All my life I watched through windows while everyone else learned romance when do I get my moment on screen? how much longer do I watch from the stands? But I got tired of broken people placing shards inside my hands asking me to love them whole while I disappeared again No more shrinking for affection no more silence dressed as grace if love can’t meet me where I’m standing it does not deserve my name I won’t kneel for love again I won’t drown beneath this rain I’ve bled enough to know this pain— one more cut would kill my name Thunder called me through the night washed my shame out in the light I still believe that love remains— just not at the price of me Enough.... I survived the hands that hurt me. I survived the fear that ruled me. I survived the waiting— the ache of never feeling enough. I won’t kneel for love again I won’t disappear in pain I walked alone through endless rain— now the storm speaks my name I still believe in love— but now… Now love has to meet me where I stand.