built for this

I rly wanted to get this one done in jan, but I ended up changing quite a bit and adding stuff lol hope it came out better for it at least lyrics: at times I don't know why I try at times it feels so stupid so stupid at times I don't know why I try at times it feels so futile so futile just like maybe I'm not built for this maybe I should give it up maybe everything comes true in another life maybe I'm not built for this should I just already stop maybe if I wasn't me would I get everything I want at times I don't know why I try at times it feels so stupid so stupid at times I don't know why I try at times it feels so futile so futile just like maybe I'm not built for this maybe I should give it up maybe everything comes true in another life maybe I'm not built for this should I just already stop maybe if I wasn't me would I get everything I want and even on the days when it's the darkest night don't let it stop you looking for even the faintest glimpse of light and realistically I know my dreams won't realise maybe I'm not built for this but at least I try