By Proxy

Song generated by AI- lyrics written by me [Intro] [Verse 1] The most crushing feeling in the world I have felt, was the pain of being abandoned when I needed help. Do you even comprehend how much courage I found, to disclose things that disabled me, to you, out loud? It’s like I had used all my strength to tell you this, just for you to rip my heart out and spit on it. My entire world crumbled that day, because I felt as though I heard you say: [chorus] Your pain is not allowed to make us uncomfortable, He would never do that, he’s not capable. Even if we believe you, it’s basically your fault, You should’ve stopped coming over, to avoid the assault. You’re not important to us and we’re not sorry, You are suffering from by proxy [Verse 2] The pain was so great I fell to my knees, it was like stabs everywhere simultaneously, I wailed with an urgency I’d never felt before, Wondering what would they turn their backs on me for? As you walked away something inside me shattered, From that day on I was sure nothing I felt ever mattered. [chorus] Your pain is not allowed to make us uncomfortable, He would never do that, he’s not capable. Even if we believe you, it’s basically your fault, You should’ve stopped coming over, to avoid the assault. You’re not important to us and we’re not sorry, You are suffering from by proxy [bridge] Since then this wounds have healed and I’ve spoken my peace, what’s left of the pain is between God and me. [chorus]My pain and my story can be uncomfortable, He did do that, and he is capable. It’s true and it is never the victims fault, There’s nothing I could have done, to avoid the assault. I’m important to God and I don’t need your sorry, You are suffering from by proxy