It has been 2 days since Paladins PTS has shutdown.The amount of sadness I feel is Immeasurable. The pain and suffering I feel right now is indescribable. The terrible agony I feel is incomprehensible to any living organism. The amount of despair I feel is unstable, unbalanced, deranged even. I truly can’t live in this world if I can’t play my favorite gamemode Payload. I’m so miserable. I can’t take this suffering. I’ll do anything to play Payload again.This was my everything and you took it