Confessional sessions

This song began as a poem I wrote a while ago when I was feeling insecure in a new role and felt like an outsider. I used Suno to generate the music around my original words. It's a kind of snapshot of how I feel when I let the darkness come out to play. Lyrics below [Verse1] Sleep evades me Every insecurity surfaces perfectly worded and certain Thoughts racing Obsessive reflections dissecting intentions until all I’m left with is tension My pen is a weapon Confessional sessions, at war with myself But I’m getting worn out I’m tired of fighting for air in imaginary cages Surrounded by faces that put me on trial So I over-prepare and I over-compare Hyper-aware of the air in the room Every move, every glance is a violent dance That has me consumed In a a spiraling cycle of self-sabotage [Pre-chorus] The vinyl of my thoughts keeps spinning Playing the same tracks i’ve been avoiding [Chorus] The melody twists, twists, twists Playing the rhythm of fears I never confessed I’m fighting my mind, mind, mind It won’t let me breathe, it won’t unwind Every word’s a cage, cage, cage Freezing me inside each page [Verse 2] Turning moments into mountains is my favourite hobby Charging opponents with my mental collections Assuming what's in my mind is true Quoting my doubts like they’re facts I can prove But it's just a broken view clogged by a backlog Late night confessions in sections and scripts That I write never considering if the cage is a stage I created and freedom is a move I refuse to make Preferring to choose to fight my mind every day And my life repeats in circles and cycles I can’t see [Pre-chorus] The vinyl of my thoughts keeps spinning Playing the same tracks i’ve been avoiding [Chorus] The melody twists, twists, twists Playing the rhythm of fears I never confessed I’m fighting my mind, mind, mind It won’t let me breathe, it won’t unwind Every word’s a cage, cage, cage Freezing me inside each page [Verse 3] I’m flawed to the core of my thoughts I mimic resilience but I’m brittle beneath it A comment becomes commentary Becomes a prophecy carefully buried into narrative knots I replay conversations frame-by-frame Slow motion devotion to misinterpreting the simplest of signals Measuring glances in fractions of seconds as proof I’m insufficient I’m wired to self-destruct drafting my own downfall Dissecting expressions for hidden embarrassment If someone looks distant I instantly script it as personal distance A product of problems that started to seep in And if I’m being honest I’m scared that this is the truest version of me That I’m a failure, an incompetent loser my success is a side effect A simple coincidence not an inheritance or who I really am I don’t fear that the self doubt might be right It’s that without it I might not know how to stay alive And I don’t know if that makes me resilient Or just well-trained in self-demolition disguised as ambition [Chorus] If my work is something you can relate to please let me know, I am making this channel as a way to share pieces of myself with others and to find other people like me. Please share your thoughts in the comments. I’d love to hear your story. Subscribe for more tracks like this, other genres, some poetry, spoken word and AI-assisted music More like this coming soon © 2026 Jak-verse. All lyrics written and owned by the artist. Music generated with AI assistance (Suno). #poetry #spokenword #sunoai #emotionalmusic #personalstory #suno #introspectivelyrics #rap