convolk - crumbling / suicide note

Produced by farber convolk https://soundcloud.com/convolk https://open.spotify.com/artist/3ddT1Q3KQAm1G7UcIfz5KJ https://twitter.com/convolk https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/ ~~~~~~~~~~ Sad chill: https://www.instagram.com/mrsadchill https://twitter.com/mrsadchill https://soundcloud.com/universalchill 🇷🇺 Follow sad chill on VK: https://vk.com/realsadchill Spotify Playlist https://open.spotify.com/user/provalio/playlist/5CGm1OPqBF0fA7TrvyqbeA?si=kXwHjL2OSXSSeiiiSGr-BQ ~~~~~~~~~~ Lyrics: [Intro] I wish that I could find another way But I am not alive on any day So long before I [Verse 1] I wish you knew how I feel About you, about you Don't think it's sad too Sad too Suffer I'm glad too Glad too I'm crumbling down I am so stuck in this town Life of a letdown Letdown Jumping to get down Get down [Bridge] And I need some help As for it, no chance it help Laugh at it, after we fail But I can't get up again Too soon more to show around Five-cards wants to blow me up Falling is the best of fun The last look at this gun [Verse 2] Every room in my house is a fucking mess I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends Hope you know what you were missing then I wanna write a note that'll make my friends cry Write a note that makes my friends cry Really makes me wanna take my life Take my life [Outro] "Hey, umm... it's me and I don't really know how to say this, but... I don't think umm... I'll be coming home tonight and I just wanted to let you know that it's not your fault and I love you a lot. Uhh... you know I've been thinking about this for a while and I... settled on it y'know so I love you."