CyberRock - nightmare

lyrics-beat : CyberRock lyrics : I'm sick of looking crazy while everyone's coming at me I've got things I need to say My sick brain disappearing My nights are days with devils Darkness engraved in my dark mind No sleep, eyes closed Pills exhausting the doctor One beer, one step back One sip kills you There's a way while covering the distance While killing the bigot of the past I have no path, I have an end How many lives I got, count as I run Phone on silent, don't call Scenery in my hand, microphone is mine Ask the problem, is life hard? Ask the elephants fucking in my head This is my life, a tragedy Comedy and drama trilogy So many love me, no one understands Live your life, shove it up your ass Take a sip, take a smoke You'll be number one too I gotta run before I burn out Funny clown while he's sad Don't hide the lining, don't cover it up Don't play that jazz shit while I'm getting fucked My soul is drained, doesn't sit right with my mind I can't tell friend from enemy anymore Emotions don't stay locked away from me My soul under siege while it's being trapped I carried a million troubles, man While you bastards laughed behind my back Every side I turned, another prick appeared Carving dagger marks into my back I couldn't be like you, I have a conscience I lost my mind way too early Now I walk this road alone I can't roll with a pack of pricks I won't even drink one coffee with you Let the past years be a delusion Let lightning strike me if I ever feel grateful If I show gratitude, let my soul rot Tickets are finished, pull your hood up Can't enter my life, opportunist bastards Every rap I make carries meaning Fuck the money, fame, glory I'm not scared, pull your gun on me At the barrel's end, spin your bullet The one who pulls the trigger isn't my real enemy The one I called a friend was just a whore Rule of life: everyone is an enemy Everyone you trust will fuck you one day I leaned my back on myself Carried the fallen walls one by one One more beer and hazy dreams My cigarette one last time — show the memories This is the summary of the life I extinguished The shadow of a fucked-up youth on the world My identity disappearing in the darkness The country of dreams that remains only in a dream Everything is vanishing right before my eyes The rage of the past that I burned and threw away