Daisy - Lil Xtra

Honestly I really didn’t think This was gonna be be the way my life turned out There was a time I knew exactly what I was about Always look to the future, stick to the route Bout now and then that route dead ends You find yourself alone again Cause In my head I’m just acquaintances wi h those I call my friends Still filled with fear and deep regrets I hope you reappear it hasn’t happened yet If I had one wish I would see you again And we would both learn how to forget Have you ever been so damn tired but You just can’t go to sleep Have you ever been so damn high but You’re still in way too deep? Cause right now I’m Laying in a field of daisies With a dear old friend who loves me In my head it’s summer somewhere And I’m smiling at something And my friends will always be here My joints don’t hurt so bad And I’ll love my life forever Cause it’s the best I’ll ever have Honestly I really didn’t think this was gonna be the reason I burned out I Took my life ran it straight down into the ground Heard what you said ran away from the sound But I don’t want to hear this I don’t want to see All the pain I’ve caused, what the hell you think of me I know that I changed and it’s strange and you’re scared, unprepared For the way it’s gonna go eventually But really how much worse can It get? What’s one more thing that I’m gonna regret? You can put it on my tab, you can put it on my name Cause It’s all I really have and Its never gonna change In my prayers I’ve been asking for this But no one cares, it is what it is You can put it on our trust You can put it on our shame Cause it’s all we really had And it’s never been the same Cause right now I’m Lying in a field of daisies With a dear old friend who loves me In my head it’s summer somewhere And I’m smiling at something And my friends will always be here My joints don’t hurt so bad And I’ll love my life forever It’s the best I’ll ever have And I Think about the times The times when I was real The times when I could Feel something And you Never seem to lose Your composure Sometimes I wish I still felt something I wish that I Still felt something