Strong feelings and thoughts can be deeply troubling at times - sometimes so much that the mind begins to cycle around the same concepts, ideas and painful realizations, facts and distinctions of what's real and what is only in the mind. Many times all those blend together into a mash of goop which in turn smears the mind, painting it anew with an uneven layer of misinterpretation and misremembrance.
I recorded this a month ago and decided to upload it now, because the same things are troubling me, however it's different aspects of them, so I guess that's something.
