Dealing with Competition Setbacks | Official 0.44 + 2 Reflection!

EMOTIONAL video haha. Took me a lot of courage to make and post this but I hope it's well received! Would really appreciate your thoughts in the comments + potentially some support/advice you guys have for my next competition in 3 days from now! Thanks to @LukeGarrett for the video inspiration :) Sponsored by SpeedCubeShop! Make sure to use the discount code RAM while checking out at sCs for 5% off your entire order, as well as a shoutout at the end of my latest video! Also, check out their socials here: Website: https://speedcubeshop.com YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGcq3X8Ff7nje0DPf_YqaRg Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/speedcubeshopofficial/ Discord Server: https://discord.com/invite/NEmHue38Rn Reddit Community: https://www.reddit.com/r/SpeedCubeShop/ Follow me on Instagram here (@theramthakkar): https://www.instagram.com/theramthakkar/ Subscribe to my 2nd Channel here (RamSolves): https://www.youtube.com/c/RamSolves/ The Kit I use to make my videos (no affiliate links): https://kit.co/ram_thakkar/youtube-kit TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 - Intro + Video Preface 0:26 - YT pls don't copyright me (Tyler the Creator) 0:43 - Lead up to the competition 1:21 - Competition Day + During the Solve 1:49 - Handling the +2 (my reaction) 2:26 - Fine at competition + post comp dinner 2:43 - Emotional Collapse getting home :( 3:40 - Parents' Advice 4:38 - Break from Cubing (10 Days) 5:55 - Trip next day + Cricket Game 6:18 - My 5 Hobbies 7:05 - 0.44 + 2 Thoughts after a few days 8:20 - Cubing being Toxic (and why it's unhealthy for me) 9:00 - Can't win em all :) 9:41 - Feeling better about cubing 10:12 - Thank you for the support and comments! 10:54 - 0.44 + 2 will be iconic LOL 11:05 - Comp in 3 days + 4-Mover Phobia 11:35 - Would appreciate support/advice in comments! 12:02 - Hoping to continue competing! 12:30 - Pune Spring 2025(?) Overall Thoughts! 12:43 - Happy Birthday Jay! 12:58 - Shoutout to Shubham and Dhruva! 13:17 - A Fun Story to tell my grandkids or smth 13:32 - WR for fastest +2 ever! + Hope I hold it forever 14:00 - Life is bigger than a Rubik's Cube! 14:11 - Thanks for watching! 14:38 - Outro Thanks a lot for watching, I hope you guys enjoyed it! Please like and subscribe if you enjoy my content, see you in the next video!