Decay

A Chaos original Song/Picture created with AI. Lyrics created by yours truly. [Verse 1] Wake up like a corpse in a borrowed skin Every breath feels like a paper cut within Mirror shows a ghost I don’t recognize Dead man walking with some half-lit eyes Every step’s a weight I can’t outrun Sunlight burns like I owe it something Teeth clenched tight just to fake a grin While something inside keeps caving in [Pre-Chorus] Another dose just to kill the ache Another lie that I’m gonna be okay [Chorus] I’m so sick of feeling this way Every night bleeds into the day Too many pills but I still feel pain Numb isn’t working, I’m going insane I’m worn out, I’m breaking down Screaming but there’s no sound If God’s there, He walked away Left me here to decay [Verse 2] Bed feels like a prison cell I built Sheets soaked through with regret and guilt Counting cracks in a dying home Two hearts here but I’m still alone We don’t talk, we just coexist Cold war love with a clenched fist Every word is a loaded gun Pull the trigger just to feel some love [Pre-Chorus] Another night I don’t wanna face Another mask glued onto my face [Chorus] I’m so sick of feeling this way Every night bleeds into the day Too many pills but I still feel pain Numb isn’t working, I’m going insane I’m worn out, I’m breaking down Screaming but there’s no sound If God’s there, He walked away Left me here to decay Yeah— I tried to pray but the ceiling stayed silent Faith turned ghost, now my head’s getting violent Heartbeat dragging like it’s stuck in a grave Every second’s just a debt I can’t pay Chemical peace never sticks in my veins Just a temporary mute on the pain I’m exhausted, yeah I’m running on fumes Living life like a man already doomed Just let me feel something—anything Anything but this… [Final Chorus] I’m so sick of feeling this way Every breath is a price I pay Too many pills and I’m still not okay Numb isn’t working, it’s fading to gray I’m worn out, I’m breaking down Lost and I can’t be found If God’s there, He turned away… Or maybe I just lost my way [Outro] Still breathing… but barely alive Just trying to survive tonight…