Drinking makes you MoTivAtEd

First I have to credit SekikaSamurai for making KatameShader in MMD. Then I will kinda explain what the heck is going on recently....so yeah. I originally planned to release a new video(not this) a few weeks ago. But my real life issues somehow made me furious, which led to me deleting that video eventually. Yeah. I know, it's not that hard to make a MMD video. Yet there should be quality in that video (I didn't feel any quality in it LOL). So I kinda regretted deleting it and it made me to reconsider whether I should make another video again with same content or I should take a long rest after this. I finally chose to finish this video first. I am still settling real lives crazy stuff right now but it shouldn't become a trouble anymore. What I want to do now is either relieving myself by playing GTA or keep asking those who are familiar with MMD ASFR stuff for help in this KatameShader (I have been asking for help and managed to apply some of them, but far from perfect). I know I repeated too many times in this paragraph so I make it simpler in the next few sentences. Reality problem solved temporarily for now. I am now wondering if I should focus on making mind control video with some ASFR stuff if I know how to do it perfectly. Another thing is that I am starting to worry that if I miss mind control content or any ASFR content, will my audience disappoint eventually? I have no idea about that. Perhaps you guys can tell me your feelings. Oh yeah. I am not giving up this channel! THERE WILL BE VIDEOS AS LONG AS I AM MOTIVATED. btw if you guys don't mind, I will sometimes upload gameplay videos like GTA 5 or SCP SL. I know you guys may not like these because you are interested in MMD rather than gameplay video, but I kinda want to share my gameplay sometimes in GTA with hilarious things happening (healing my pressure as well XDDDD). Last but not least, someone may think that @iceasfr2629 seems to be disconnected from the Internet. Well....I got faith in him....I am still hoping the debut of his 1.5K sub video in his channel LOL. The end. And enjoy!