Drowning Chase

Grieving someone still alive cuts deeper than the grave Memories and pictures all I have they never fade When they're gone for good you learn to live with the strain But letting go while they still breathe is driving me insane Wondering if they still recall my face Questioning if love was just a chase Echoes of us haunt me every place This kind of grief won't leave without a trace Are you out there living like we never met Do you ever wake up drowning in regret I'm still here sinking in this silhouette Grieving you alive is the hardest debt Passed away means no more chances to rewrite But you're still walking somewhere in the light I see your shadow in the crowded night Hear your laughter but it's not my right Wondering if they still recall my face Questioning if love was just a chase Echoes of us haunt me every place This kind of grief won't leave without a trace Are you out there living like we never met Do you ever wake up drowning in regret I'm still here sinking in this silhouette Grieving you alive is the hardest debt Are you out there living like we never met Do you ever wake up drowning in regret I'm still here sinking in this silhouette Grieving you alive is the hardest debt [outro] Music Unstable experimental track with skeletal drums, warping tape hiss, detuned synth drones, and cracked sub-bass that threatens to drop out. Fractured glitches, abrupt edits, strained feedback, and smeared reverb tails keep the mix on edge; sparse piano fragments and bent guitar harmonics wobble through a half-built, collapsing arrangement, with the heaviest bar hitting in the quietest break.