ephemeral nihilism

Been a while since I made one. Been going through a lot right now, so while previous soft songs have a sense of peace in them, I kinda want to add a bit of melancholy, an aimlessly-floating kinda feeling, to it this time (idk how to describe it, really). Hopefully, I conveyed it well enough Initially, I was very, very burnt out, so I planned to end the song literally after the first drop (without even adding synths). But I tried to push through a bit, and "accidentally" ended up extending it too much lol. It's fine, though. I still enjoy it. Perhaps some instrumentation needs some finer tuning, but eh, I'm tired now. *The mixing is a bit strange. On FL, it sounded fine, but some odd, grainy sounds were heard after rendering. Gotta work on resolving that sometime later. P.S: uh idk, go drink water or something Source: I got all the gifs from tenor lol :'D