ERSorrow - Pain

Lyrics: I learned to smile with my teeth clenched tight While they carved my name into cheap lies Hands that promised pulled me down Played with my heart like a loaded round I was currency for broken souls Used me up, then lost control Every word was a blade in disguise Respect sold cheap, truth crucified I breathed in smoke just to slow my head Overthinking every word you said Silence screaming louder than screams Alone with thoughts that won’t let me sleep This pain is mine, I wear it like skin If I’m gonna feel, I’ll feel it within A hundred percent, let it burn me alive I learned how to bleed, just to survive I killed my feelings to stay untouched Went numb so I wouldn’t need your love This pain became the blood I bleed A part of me... A disease I need I don’t trust smiles, I don’t trust eyes Everyone’s honest until it’s time to lie I measure words, I lock my doors I choose who walks on my inner floors I’ve been humiliated, stripped of worth Taught by betrayal since my birth Now I think twice, then three, then ten Overthink 'till I break, then rebuild again I sit alone, no noise, no light Just me and demons every night Defending myself like it’s war ‘Cause being kind almost killed me before This pain is mine, I wear it like skin If I’m gonna feel, I’ll feel it within A hundred percent, let it burn me alive I learned how to bleed, just to survive I killed my feelings to stay untouched Went numb so I wouldn’t need your love This pain became the blood I bleed A part of me... A disease I need Wake up! They’re not coming to save you. I enjoyed the suffering, I won’t lie I fed the fire, watched myself die Again and again, the cycle repeats Self-destruction tastes bittersweet If this road is chosen, I walk it through No half-feelings, no halfway truth If I break - I break completely If I feel - I feel it deeply Burn me! Break me! Let it hurt 'till there’s nothing left! This pain is mine, I wear it like skin If I’m gonna feel, I’ll feel it within A hundred percent, let it burn me alive I learned how to bleed, just to survive I killed my feelings to stay untouched Went numb so I wouldn’t need your love This pain became the blood I bleed A part of me... A disease I need A disease I need... #pain #ersorrow #metalcore #emotional #bittersweet