floor

This was one of the earliest songs I wrote for the album, with my initial guitar idea dating back to July 2024, though I didn't flesh it out until early 2025. It is about my social anxiety, mainly being afraid to mess up in front of a crowd. I used to get into the mindset that if you make a mistake in front of someone, they will see you less as a person and assume you're always messing up. I've since realized that everyone is in their own head about everything, and mistakes often make people seem more relatable and likeable. But even still, the embarrassment of screwing up can be hard to take. Lyrics: falling down when there's no one else around it's just the wrong crowd not to laugh out loud and I know you wanna go home and make me feel alone but that's a bad idea you never know how I feel run around just to make you feel left out but when the same clown tries to walk he's on the ground and I know you wanna go home and make me feel alone but that's a bad idea you never know how I feel yeah falling down whenever everyone's around you hit the same ground that saved you now you're on it again and I know you wanna go home and leave me on the floor