fromjoy - only here (EP stream)

only here. out now. ( https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fromjoy/only-here ) 0:00 - theseus 3:50 - what's it like when you die? 4:51 - it really hurts :): facebook : https://www.facebook.com/fromjoy.ex twitter : https://twitter.com/fromjoy_ instagram : https://www.instagram.com/fromjoy_/ Mix and Mastered by Fromjoy Video by Fromjoy lyrics: - theseus What can I say that hasn't been said? I've seen this pattern, again and again It's just the same, a feeling of regret I'll throw this away, but I'll never forget Everyone wants a piece of me Pushing and pulling, picking and tearing away I shaved the skin off my body My paranoia and selflessness became one, as I became nothing But they kept pushing the weight, the strangle, the world got caught in my throat The hate I once felt came back ten fold, we can not reap, we will choke on what we've sewn The silver lining blurs as the tunnels close Weak and ugly, interloping, misanthropy, I'm just understating This world is what's killing me inside, and I'm lost with nowhere to hide I am living a fucking lie, I'm erasing the smile and leaving everyone behind This world has shown me a years worth of fortune at the cost of a life's debt Suffocation, choking on melancholy with no way to satisfy my breath I've seen what I needed to, without my purpose being served (Do not mourn my loss, for I will find peace, away from you, in death) - what’s it like when you die? I can make fast slow I can take your soul (I can take your soul) If you just let me in I can make you comfortable in your skin (Oh, God not again) I'll make you feel like you're not real Lethargic, no use of getting up Apathetic, I couldn't give a fuck - it really hurts :): Peeking in the cortex (Don’t look down) Don't stray into the vortex (Do you wanna drown?) There's traps set in my head (And death in the plexus) One went off, made a tunnel traced with led Get it out; taking up my headspace You're nothing but brain fog, getting in my way My train of thought is losing its coherence Or you're just fucked and can't comprehend it The noise doesn't stop My mind drones on like tv static It's not my fault that I'm paranoid and manic Make it stop, make it stop, make it stop How can I hate you like you hate me? What can I do to make you fucking kill me? They wanna take my life, well they can have it Dead eyed staring at death from my bed It burns, like cysts on my skin It burns, they're welded on my skin Like pins and needles but shooting through the bones Take it, keep it, digitalize my soul Dissect me and pull out the plexus Replace it with a stomach full of Armageddon