Fuck The Silence

Fuck that I have to draw the line When it feels this ugly inside Fuck that I gave it all meaning Till I disappeared from my own heart Fuck this shame that isn’t mine Why the hell was I carrying this? Fuck that I keep taking on more Than I was ever meant to give I bend, I break, I twist myself Just to keep the peace alive But something in me’s louder now And I’m done playing fucking nice FUCK THIS SILENCE Fuck this quiet lie I’m done shrinking just to survive FUCK THIS SILENCE I won’t wear it anymore If my voice comes out ugly Let it fucking roar Fuck that I have to be sharp When I was built to be soft Fuck that I have to go cold Just to not get lost Fuck that I twist into someone I don’t even recognize Just to keep myself safe While keep leaving myself behind You don’t get to call me cruel Just because I finally choose To stop making it easier To stop bleeding myself out FUCK THIS SILENCE Fuck this quiet lie I’m done shrinking just to survive FUCK THIS SILENCE Let it crack, let it break I’d rather be loud and real Than disappear for anyone's sake Fuck the silence Yeah I said it out loud If it shakes something loose Then it needed out