fucked up

[Intro – whispered deep vocal] I know I’m fucked up No need to explain it to me So shut the fuck up And just let me breathe Yeah… Just let me fucking breathe [Verse 1 – deep raspy vocal] Every room feels like a coffin Every light burns through my eyes Everybody talks like they know me But they never hear the lies I’m sick of dragging this body Through another wasted day Tryna stitch up every fracture While I slowly decay You keep telling me I’ll fix this Like there’s something left to save But the mirror only shows me Another ghost digging his grave I don’t need your medication Or your counterfeit belief I just need a minute of silence Before I lose my fucking teeth [Pre-Chorus – layered vocals building] And I swear I can feel it in my chest Like a riot in my veins Like a knife inside my head [Chorus – both vocals together] I KNOW I’M FUCKED UP NO NEED TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST LET ME BREATHE I’M LOSING FEELING IN EVERYTHING I USED TO BE IF YOU DON’T GET IT THEN JUST LET ME FUCKING BREATHE [Verse 2 – deep vocal with occasional screams behind it] I got scars under the surface That you’ll never understand Every promise turns to poison Every touch feels secondhand Everybody wants confession Like it’s something that I owe But if I opened up the damage You’d be begging me to go I’ve been fighting with the ceiling I’ve been sleeping with regret Trying not to drown in memories That I wish I could forget And the pressure keeps building Like a bomb beneath my skin If I let the silence hit me I don’t know who fucking wins [Breakdown – screamo vocal] SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU DON’T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME ALL THESE VOICES TRYNA RIP THE AIR I BREATHE I’M SO SICK OF EVERYONE PLAYING SAVIOR IF YOU REALLY CARE THEN LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE [Bridge – quieter deep vocal] Maybe I was born like this Half alive and half erased Trying to outrun the darkness But it’s wearing my face And every time I think I beat it It comes crawling through the floor Pulling nails across the inside Of the person I was before [Build – layered harmonies + screams underneath] I can’t keep carrying this weight I can’t keep swallowing the pain I can’t keep pretending That I’m ever gonna change [Final Chorus – full intensity, both vocals] I KNOW I’M FUCKED UP NO NEED TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST LET ME BREATHE I’M FALLING APART NOW RIGHT IN FRONT OF EVERYTHING IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE IT THEN DON’T FUCKING LOOK AT ME [Outro – exhausted deep vocal fading out] Just let me breathe… Just let me breathe… I know I’m fucked up… So let me fucking breathe.