Getting a Deathhawk and having a panic attack

As ive stated in the video, i have crippling anxiety so im honestly sorry about crying so much i really didnt expect to i thought it would be done quickly but what do you know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyways i already said all that in my video but i hope you enjoy it i guess? im pretty happy with it except for the fact that i love to style my hair and now i cant do most of the stuff i like :/ but its okay because if i didnt do this now i might have never done it you live and you learn :) i love all 10 of my subs and to the hundreds, maybe thousands of people watching in the future, i love you too :D