I don’t know if I’m just feeling sappy or if I’m blinded by hope in the new year, but I feel so much happier than I’ve been in years.
I still have room to be truly happy, I’m not perfectly happy and fine yet (I still experience hallucinations and delusions) but I’m happier. I’m almost 2 years clean, I don’t want to die, and I feel hope. It may not last long as the world always messes with joy, but I am so thankful that I’m alive right now.
I’m somehow here. I thought I’d be dead by now. I’m. Really proud of myself.
I’ll keep improving.
I’m happy.
Okay enough of the sappy shit- FUCK YEAH 2024 IS OVER!!!! Hehehehehhe
Song is not mine YouTube plz don’t copyright strike me.
