I was able to smile when you still smiled in the hospital despite everything. Now you're gone. I don't ever want to smile again. I'm still in disbelief. I love and miss you Uncle Sam. You're the one and only member of this entire crazy family that I don't hate. I still refuse to believe in anything. I can only hope you're at peace now. I'am so choked up. I don't ever want to talk again. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.
