Goodbye

Yes, it's true. I'm going to quit vidding. You might wonder now, why. And honestly I don't really know. All I know is that my passion is gone. Not gone like all of the sudden. It has been a long subtle process. The last video made me realize that. I was suffering. My brain was empty and so was my heart. It is a horrible feeling, realizing that was used to make you super happy doesn't cause anything but suffering. On one hand I want to quit because of that because who wants to make himself unhappy on purpose? On the other hand I don't want to disappoint you guys. I don't want you to see for yourself that the passion is gone. It's going to be hard for me but it needs to be done. I need to move on, find something else I can be passionate about. But I'm really grateful for the amazing last almost 5 years. They really taught me what passion is. How to fight for something you want. That friendship can't be determined by a number of years. I've made a lot of friends, some of them are actually as close to me as my childhood friends. Thank you to all of you, who accompanied me. To those who'd listen to my problems. To those who'd always support me. THANK YOU GUYS! I guess I will keep the channel, at least just for the sake of staying in touch with you guys. *sighs* I'm really going to miss all this. Bye y'all Your Steven PS: Happy April Fools' Day! ;)