Harroway - Final Letter

"This is not a glorification of suicide. It's a reality my mind makes known to me everyday." - Matt Taken from Harroway's mixtape Bloom in a Dark Room, 1/3/2021 FB: https://www.facebook.com/harrowaymusic/​ IG: https://www.instagram.com/harrowaymusic/ STORE: https://harrowaymusic.bigcartel.com/​ STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/harroway/bloom-in-a-dark-room Lyrics: I ask myself every day what I'm still doing here? I fucking hate this place, I fucking everything We're all just wasting space I mean we populate just to waste the little time we have Where's the fucking sense in that? I've had to watch my friends die while I just sat on the sidelines And I swear to god I tried my best to be there I hope you know That I really do care But I've been stuck in the same place I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all I've been digging my own grave I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all Locked myself away Because I hate this fucking place Now there's no escape The walls that kept you safe Are now your fucking grave But I've been stuck in the same place I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all I've been digging my own grave I see these four walls With no escape, no escape from it all This was not what I wanted To view the world in such a hateful way That I'm so jaded No one here to save me I pushed them all away In such a spiteful way that I'm so faded Misdirection left me disconnected To the world, I thought I knew The misconception We have self-direction But you're all just following everyone else Song: Produced, Engineered by Sonny Truelove @ Graphic Nature Audio Additional Engineering by Evan Lee Mixed & Mastered by Will Putney @ Graphic Nature Audio Video: Directed and Concept by Third Eye Visuals