HATE HATE HATE - Flesh.is_optional

I bit down hard on your name Till it cut my tongue in two You left a stain on my hands That I can’t wash through The chair still faces your side Like it’s waiting for a ghost I throw your coat to the floor Then I miss it most I’m not calm I’m not fine I’m that hour You left behind I shake, I rage I fold in two One part of me Still runs to you I hate you for this I hate you for this You broke my chest And called it love (called it love) I hate you for this I hate you for this I scream your name Then I choke it off (choke it off) Your glass still has my lip print On the rim by the sink I see it and I lose it Like a match to ink The hallway smells like rain now And your jacket smells like smoke I tear the seam with my bare hands Till the whole thing chokes I’m not calm I’m not fine I’m that hour You left behind I shake, I rage I fold in two One part of me Still runs to you I hate you for this I hate you for this You broke my chest And called it love (called it love) I hate you for this I hate you for this I scream your name Then I choke it off (choke it off) Don’t tell me time will fix it Don’t dress this bruise in gold I want my anger honest I want my heart grown cold But even now I flinch When I hear your key in dreams Then I wake up furious And come apart at the seams I hate you for this I hate you for this You broke my chest And called it love (called it love) I hate you for this I hate you for this I’m loud, I’m lost Then I’m soft and torn (soft and torn) I hate you for this I hate you for this I loved you hard And it hurt like war (hurt like war)