HELL.

Produced by anaviluxx & ewvaaikai Lyrics *auditory agony* Wanna go to sleep soon as I wake up When I go to sleep, pray I don't wake up I'm so sick of this stupid and fake stuff All of the bad that I did, I can't make up I just wanna get high to forget this feeling that I got inside, I can't fix this Fuck what you think, fuck your opinion Don't need to know what I'm on Mind your business Can I do this? I can't do this Fuck this rat race, I'm so through with all this bullshit It's so stupid, I don't get it I'm so clueless What's the point? Please can you tell me? In my head all day this ain't healthy And I know you believe you can help me Heart cold as ice and I'm already melting All this weight on my back, I been drowning I don't want anybody around me I don't want anybody to see me When I get like this, nobody needs me Please don't tell me you love me and leave me Bitch I already know you gone leave me You gone leave me, you gone leave me Bitch I already know you gone leave me How'd I mess this up? I had so many chances My heads so fucked up and I don't understand it Don't ever think I will, nothing matters, this isn't real Why you want me to let you in? I don't want you to know how I feel I don't want you to know that I failed I don't want you to know I'm in hell Always was but you just couldn't tell It's to the point where I know you can tell I'm past the point of return, I won't heal Fuck it, it's settled, my fate is sealed Something is wrong, I don't know what it is I lost my heart, I don't know where it is I don't know what I did I don't know where to go I don't know how to fix this I don't know how to cope I don't know what I did I don't know where to go I don't know how to fix this I don't know how to cope *auditory agony*