heylog - hair (audio)

produced by heylog support heylog: https://soundcloud.com/heylog https://music.apple.com/us/artist/heylog/1506866195 https://www.tiktok.com/@heylog https://www.instagram.com/byelog/ https://twitter.com/itsheylog https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6pl4SGgueZHZ4pC313c lyrics: (hair) i heard what u said but now i'm past it getting tired of you talk ik u cappin i'm p good at sitting back behind the action i never even know, force of habit gotta hold me back and my aggression fists hurt from doing all this clenching you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide burning all the passages and that includes both you and i fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die face plant in the soil the water comes to a boil now it's hot take my shirt off got 8 bumps between my torso old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE i heard what u said but now i'm past it getting tired of you talk ik u cappin i'm p good at sitting back behind the action i never even know, force of habit gotta hold me back and my aggression fists hurt from doing all this clenching you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this don't know why u up like what do you want i'm not here to judge do u feel forced in love i needed help as my skin tears i would really like to know why u weren't there whom i love, i'm in despair can u hear my voice, are you here