How Can I Version 2

He says I’m crying Twenty four seven And that I’m making him sad But the news was not exactly heaven Time to come back to writing Even though I’m feeling bad I mean isn’t it just the worst? It’s absolutely life’s curse All the thoughts going through my head And I just don’t want to end up … How can I go about my day? How can I be normal in any way? Life isn’t really fair And before I tried to care But I know I never did enough And now the going gets tough I love him a lot And I know he’s trying to understand I’m not the first person to get a bad scan I know I’m not But I was just trying to make us a home Now this has me worried about leaving you all alone How can I go about my day? How can I be normal in any way? Life isn’t really fair And before I tried to care But I know I never did enough And now the going gets tough I know this doesn’t have to be the end After all Jesus is my friend And there’s a lot that can still be done It's just hard to comprehend Because I barely found the one How can I go about my day? How can I be normal in any way? Life isn’t really fair And before I tried to care But I know I never did enough And now the going gets tough How can I go about my day? How can I be normal in any way? Life isn’t really fair And before I tried to care But I know I never did enough And now the going gets tough Pray for me Pray for me