I Cursed at God and He Still Loved Me

I cursed at God. Full on F-you, sobbing alone in my back office on a Tuesday afternoon. And you know what He did? He loved me anyway. This is the story of how I went from a youth pastor at 22 to completely walking away from God for 15 years, and what brought me back. No white robe. No altar call. Just me in my street clothes walking into the water. I think a lot of us are staying away from God because we think we need to clean up first. I'm here to tell you that's not how it works. TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 - I cursed at God 1:30 - The kid who thought he had it figured out 3:30 - 15 years without God 5:30 - The moment in my office 7:30 - The messy comeback 10:00 - Why I got baptized at 38 12:00 - The real message FREE TELOS FRAMEWORK: How I think about faith, purpose, and building a life that matters → https://signup.omgitsderek.com/telos 📱 CONNECT WITH ME: 🐦 Twitter/X: @omgitsderek 📸 Instagram: @omg_its_derek 💼 My Marketing Agency: Click Consultants 🎮 My Other Channel: Derek & Tanner's Secret Hideout 📧 Newsletter: https://omgitsderek.com/goto/newsletter ABOUT DEREK: Single dad, high school dropout turned entrepreneur. I walked away from God for 15 years and came back messy. I make content about faith, fatherhood, AI, and building a life worth living. Subscribe if you're figuring it out too. #faith #baptism #testimony #chrisian #WhyIGotBaptized #prodigalson