I Need Help

[verse 1] the night is dark but the sky is darker why did I have to fight this harder I'm trying to fight but I cant see the light the shadows in my head are telling me that I'm better off dead and I'm trying to fight it but I can't escape it [pre chores] my music is the only thing keeping me alive because when I feel like I want to die I write about how I feel to keep my thoughts from becoming real. [chores 1] I tell myself that I'm ok even if I'm In pain time is slow yes I know and it feels like its cold in my heart where it isn't torn this pain I have drives me insane even if I'm ok I know my songs sound all the same but its the only thing helping me to stay alive ..... even if I want to die. [verse 2] I fight even when I don't feel like it its tearing me apart bit by bit even if I never win I'm just trying to feel again [pre chores] my music is the only thing keeping me alive because when I feel like I want to die I write about how I feel to keep my thoughts from becoming real. [chores 2] I tell myself that I'm ok even if I'm In pain time is slow yes I know and it feels like its cold in my heart where it isn't torn this pain I have drives me insane even if I'm ok I know my songs sound all the same but its the only thing helping me to stay alive ..... even if I want to die. [bridge] [instrumental] [hits harder with EDM and rock] [powerful ending] I tell myself that I'm ok even if I'm In pain time is slow yes I know and it feels like its cold in my heart where it isn't torn this pain I have drives me insane even if I'm ok I know my songs sound all the same but its the only thing helping me to stay alive ..... even if I want to die.