I Wonder

!Lyrics! (Verse 1) I wonder if your mama asks about me sometimes When she notices your phone don’t light up like those nights I wonder if she misses hearing laughter through the walls Or wonders why the friendship slowly faded after all I wonder if she sees it in the way you changed The silence in your voice, the distance in your name ‘Cause we used to talk for hours, now it’s barely even there And I’m left wondering if you even care (Pre-Chorus) We went from “don’t leave” To leaving each other on read Now I replay old conversations Inside my head (Chorus) And I wonder… How your mom is taking You not talking much anymore To your friend you used to need I wonder… If she asks what happened Why we drifted so far apart When we were close from the start Now it’s all just memories And “I wonder” keeps haunting me (Verse 2) I wonder if your family noticed I disappeared Like I was part of your life for more than just a year Your mama used to smile every time she heard my name Now I bet the room gets quiet when I come up in the frame And maybe you moved on and maybe that’s okay But I still catch myself thinking ‘bout the old days When losing me would’ve hurt a little more Before we became strangers standing at closed doors (Pre-Chorus) You stopped trying And I stopped asking why But some nights the memories Still keep me up at night (Chorus) And I wonder… How your mom is taking You not talking much anymore To your friend you used to need I wonder… If she sees the difference In the way you laugh these days Or the words you never say Now it’s all just history But “I wonder” stays with me (Bridge) Maybe people change Maybe feelings fade Maybe we both let Something good slip away But it hurts the most Knowing we were real And now we act like None of it was ever there to feel (Final Chorus) And I wonder… If one day you’ll miss me Like I miss the way things were Before the distance and the hurt I wonder… If your mom still mentions me And if your silence says enough About a friendship losing touch Now all that’s left of you and me Is this song called “I Wonder”*