I'd Be Lying (Original)

I apologize for the mix on this one. It was an impromptu live recording of a new song. While it's not the best sounding, the message holds true. I hope it helps someone out there that needs it. You're not alone. SUICIDE HOTLINE Call 1-800-273-8255 I'd Be Lying LYRICS I have a hard time knowing what to do I've been chasing this dream my whole life But it just won't come true I medicate with hopes I'll break through But nothing lifts this weight from my chest And if I'm going down, my god, I won't drag you And I won't deny I've thought at times that I could leave this life I want to try But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!" Philosophizing on what I've ruined Nothing seems to comfort me Now that I "think" I know the truth I can step outside and take in the view It always goes unappreciated When inside, my world is skewed And I won't deny I've thought at times that I could leave this life Oh, I want to try But I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!" The sky's crashing down on me But I'm supposed to say "I'm fine!" All you see are the highlights of a fantasy That's no longer mine And I, I won't deny I've thought at times that I could leave this life behind I want to try but I'd be lying if I said: "The road looks bright!" My Patreon is LIVE: https://www.patreon.com/GlasfordProductions - Thanks for supporting my music!