i am so ashamed of my past. every fucking day it creeps out and fills my brain with shame and regret. every single minute it flashes before my eyes. all the mistakes and terrible stuff. i hate myself so much for being so fucking toxic and disgusting. i never even realized how much harm i could bring with it.
there's so many things i shouldn't have said and done. i am terribly sorry for everyone who's had to deal with me. if i only could turn back time and strangle my past self to teach myself a lesson for everyone's sake.
original: https://youtu.be/tOy45_jvA0M
song: https://youtu.be/c4j9Z9bwBBU
