IdENtITy - Lozt

[Intro] I tried to run away from myself… But where can I go if the monster lives here? [Verse 1] Always the same war inside my head, Fake smile outside, but inside I’m dead, I wanna do good, but evil chains me instead, Like heavy chains dragging me closer to death. I know the truth, but I still lose the way, Say “I will change”… then drown in the same, Falling again in the mud of my ego, Every step deeper, I keep letting go. [Pre-Chorus] I can’t stand living like this anymore, Fighting something inside my soul, It feels like screaming with nobody there, It feels like dying inside despair… [Chorus] ’Cause I hate this nature inside of me, It pulls me away from who I should be, I try to change, but fall again, Caught between guilt and temptation. And every night I pray to escape, From this emptiness I cannot break, If there’s a light beyond this pain, Lord, save me from what I became… [Verse 2] Some days I just wanna disappear, ’Cause moving on hurts more than fear, I’ve been fighting myself since I opened my eyes, And honestly… nothing feels changed inside. The flesh screams loud inside my chest, Turning every wrong into something “perfect”, And I know exactly where this road goes, Still I return to the place I know. [Bridge] If there’s still grace for someone like me… Then find me inside this misery… ’Cause on my own I cannot win, I’m tired of just existing… [Final Chorus] ’Cause I hate this nature inside of me, This endless war that never leaves, I try to run, but it follows me, Stealing my peace… But if Your hand can still reach me now, Maybe there’s still a way somehow, So break the chains around my heart, And save me… from myself…